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Creative Struggles

A few weeks ago, I went on a small vacation. I wasn’t able to take a full vacation this year because of work. I was promoted to a full-time employee in May and I don’t get vacation time for at least 6 months. I do only work 4 10 hour days most of the time, so I was able to stack my days off to the end of the week so I could a least spend some time away. After everything with COVID and working a lot, a small break was nice.

I love my job. I really do. It isn’t too difficult and it’s pretty relaxed. Most of the people that come here don’t cause issues. While I do love what I do, I know I don’t want to do it forever. It’s a good job for now, and it’s really the only thing I’ve ever done. But in 10 years, I hope to be doing something else. Something different. I hope to be doing the job I truly want to have.

I want to create stories. I want to tell stories. I want to make movies. All of that is fun and all, but there are times where I hit a creative block. I get to a point in my story where I don’t know where to go next, even after plotting it out. I have some amazing story ideas…ideas that could turn into something. But sometimes I just don’t know where to go with them. And sometimes, I go one way with it and then change it when I go back to edit it.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that my biggest struggle is linking the beginning to the end while still keeping interest up. It’s so easy to just not care about characters, but I want to make sure that my characters are relatable. I want people to see themselves in my characters. If not that, then I want people to say, “I know someone like that.” Characters are the true stars of my stories. If I don’t have exciting or relatable characters, I feel like I’ve failed in telling my story.

I know I’ll get better at it the more I do it, I just wish I was better at it now. I know these things take time. I just get impatient at times. I think most people are like that in some aspect. They don’t want to spend the time working on a skill. They just want the perfected result. Funny thing is, a lot of times, the journey was way more exciting that just getting to the end.

Sometimes, I do wish I could fast forward. But I also know that if I did, I’d probably regret it. Watching Click taught me that lesson. Being almost 30 reinforced that lesson. As a kid, I couldn’t wait to grow up. Well, I grew up and sometimes, I wish I could just be a kid again. It’s been a long journey for me, and I know in the end, it’ll all be worth it.

Babylon Filming: Week 1

The first week of filming for my short film called Babylon has come to a close. We got several scenes done and a few I might decide to re-shoot later. I want to see how everything else goes first. I just have a few thoughts and observations about it that I’d like to share.

This is essentially the first film I’m directing. I had directed a skit that can be seen at this link (What the F!@# Am I Doing?). It was a small comedy sketch I came up with. It’s about two minutes long. I highly recommend it. Side note: I will be referring to “What the F!@# Am I Doing?” as WTFAID. It’s faster than typing the whole title out.

With Babylon things are different. I filmed WTFAID in a couple of hours. It was simple and there wasn’t too many complicated shots. I remember coming up with a few variations of shots on the spot, but nothing too crazy. I also remember filming WTFAID in order…from the start of the script, to the end of the script.

Babylon we are filming out of order. We are filming it by location. So for any scene that takes place in say a park, we’ll film all the scenes at the park at once. This proves to be easy and complicated at the same time. It’s easy because we don’t have to worry about it after we finish. It’s complicated because some scenes might be at the start of the film while others are towards the end.

For continuity, we need to look somewhat similar. I’m not expecting exactly the same. This is an extremely low budget film, but I want it to be close. That also means some characters change appearance as time goes on and it’s hard showing that without a makeup department.

Realistically, these are all minor issues and I don’t think most people will have an issue with them especially when they realize it’s a low budget film. My goal is to put out the best film I can with the resources I have. I know that when all is said and done, I will be proud of the film and what we did with it.

Directing it has been an absolute joy. Seeing my vision come to life is something I never dreamed of. Directing is also something I can see myself doing in the future as a career. It’s challenging, but fun and rewarding at the same time.

So, what’s next after we finish Babylon and release it? Well…I have another short film in the works. I’ve started writing it and hopefully we can do that one as well. I’m excited for the things I have planned and I plan on posting updates here when I can so everyone can follow this journey with me. This applies to Babylon and any other future projects as well.